寂寞小姐

I'm really worried

that I'll not be able to find a job

maybe it's just been quite a long while I have not been working

I'm afraid that I'll have to start again

I quit half way from studying and I'm paying the cost now

it's just so frustrating

there's no way for me to continue studying for now as my study sucks

I don't know if I am doing the right thing

but this is my choice

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Looking at the job requirements in jobstreet

really makes me worry

the entry requirements of the jobs included a degree level that I have not fully possessed

I'm still an undergrad and going to be not

I thought I'm good but apparently not

and I sucks

I hope to find jobs in Singapore and now it's in my doubt

am I capable enough????  Apparently not, I can say

and now, I need to start all over again

I've wasted 2 years and I hope it will not be too late

that's all